When a Song Talks to You

She and Him - Change Is Hard




I’m all outta luck but what else could I be?
I know he’s yours and he'll never belong to me again.
I did him wrong.
So don’t brag,
Keep it to yourself.
I did him wrong.
I was never no, never no, never enough,
But I can try, I can try to toughen up.
I listened when they told me
If he burns you, let him go.
Change is hard, I should know.
I should know.
I should know.

So I'll keep my head down
If you keep it quiet from now on.
In the halls I’d rather hear silence than the bell of new love.
So don’t brag,
Keep it to yourself.
I did him wrong.
I was never no, never no, never enough,
But I can try, I can try to toughen up.
I listened when they told me
If he burns you, let him go.
Change is hard, I should know.
I should know.
I should know.
I should know.

* * * * *

As i told you before, it takes me ages to get out of a relationship, and right now, i am FINALLY over the last one.
It feels so relieving and peaceful, it so does. So all i want from him now, is silence. Only silence. To rest my heart :)

When a song talks to you

You know the way sometimes a song just talks to you, as if you were the only one concerned by it, or as if you could have written it word by word..

well today it was: Threads by Portishead

"Better if I could find the words to say
Whenever I take a choice it turns away

I'm worn, tired of my mind
I'm worn out, thinking of why
I'm always so unsure

I battle my thoughts I find I can't explain
I've travelled so far but somehow feel the same

I'm worn, tired of my mind
I'm worn out, thinking of why
I'm always so unsure
I'm always so unsure

I am alive when I sleep
Why am I not in all that I got?
I can't find no one to blame

Stand, stand, damned one
Damned one
Damned one
Damned one

I am one
Damned
One

Where do I go? "

I learnt today that my A Home for Alice show in Melbourne got canceled, cause the gallery closed down. 

It's not a bad thing if i think about it, cause it only means the first show will take place here in Stockholm, later this year, and that people will have more time to post their homes, but it's more like a symbol, like a disapointment.. and as i am already going round and round in my head about everything these days, this news is not making in any better...

i think i need a sign..