I'm sick again, sore throat, fever, and my whole body is an embarassment :(
i can't breathe through my nose, and my asthma is so strong, so falling asleep is a real chalenge !!
but i am happy. Very simply happy.
I listen to music a lot, walk through the flat, and spend half of the night sitting at my kitchen table, drinking tea and looking at the city lights,
like the lonely 12 years old kid that i am, in that big apartment.
I am awake to see the 5am sunrise. And i take polaroid pictures of it.
"I wanted to ask you, i'm gonna start introducing you as my girlfriend, is that ok ?" he said last night on the phone.
And if i am honnest with myself, this really starts to feel like home.