I am ironic and in a rush

so here is i feel today :

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yes, this is how lame someone of my generation can get ;)

Camille

i miss my cousin <3

The Bright Side

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"Hand In My Pocket"

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab


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Tonight when i got home, i found a receite to go and pick up a package.
So i just dropped my things, and ran back to the post office, with only my ipod, my ID and my keys in my hand.
I went there, picked up the package, and as i was walking back home, that song came up.
And it felt like such an appropriate soundtrack for that precise moment of my day / life.
And i looked at my hands, and one was holding the box full of presents from my mum, and the other hand was holding music,

a valid ID, and keys to a great appartment.

And i got to think about all the good things i have in life, the first one beeing to be healthy.

In fact, life spoiled me, with childhood drama, to make me deep, a peculiar mind, to make me inspired, a strong head, to keep me going, but a tender (very, very, very tender) heart, to make me experience things like no other..
And on the top of that, scandinavian adventures, with a man who challenges me in the most constructive and beautiful way ever.
And in these crazy times, from the top of my endless emotional roller coaster, even for 5 minutes, i felt happy.

Drawing : She's our Audrey Hepburn

Pretending it Never Happend

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Dear readers (if there is any left..)
sorry for not posting , not much is happening in my own life, but i am fully preoccupied.
No less than 4 people i know are in the hospital, for heavy reasons.
One of them is my close friend's mom, who was in coma, and it made me deeply sad and worried.
She's now slowly waking up, and it feels so great !!
but it also feels like it's only fair, and logical, that she was supposed to wake up and feel better, as she's someone i know and love.. you know the way bad things can only happen to people you don't know, but just CAN'T happen to your people..
But then it happend.
One of my closest friend, in the middle of nothing, fainted last weekend, and woke up completely paralyzed.
So there it came, the feeling that it's not possible, and it's just a bad incident, and that after just a few tiresome days in an hospital bed she would wake up and go back to her life as it was, with only a crazy story to tell..
But she didn't, she's still paralyzed; for a week now. (She just had a baby last June, who's at her grand parents' place).
The only thing she can move is her eyes. She communicates with them by blinking on an alphabet board. and the only thing she says is "euthanasia".

Now it's another feeling, an awful chock, a huge disgust sensation.
Life suprised everybody in the most revolting, nauseous way.

And they say "Life goes on.." but does it ???????!

A Home for Alice : 70. Eva, Austria

If you wish to participate to the project : http://ahomeforalice.blogspot.com/

The Perfect Life Book !

I started a new project !

be the ones to make it happen !!

The Perfect Life Book : http://theperfectlifebook.blogspot.com/

i'm gonna tag some precious people :)

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head...

Autumn is definitely here, and it's not nice. It's windy, rainy, and it's getting dark and seriously cold :(
But it's not like i care, when i can stay at my boyfriend's home and wrap myself in a blanket watching a movie with him or draw while having nougat ice cream..

Tout mon amour

pour mon amie dans la douleur.

Merci Johnny

Today it was my collegue's birthday, but she kinda changed her shifts, so we don't get to see eachother anymore..
so i just hid her present in the skull of Johnny the Skeleton, that we have at work in the storage room






it was a little owl necklace :)

Monday Monday

Today i just wanted to show you a little detail i get to see everyday at work.
One of the teachers who works there, writes the date for her kids in a different way everyday.

You & Me

Could feel like this !

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Drawing : I won't be homeless !

Back to School !

Here is my Autumn wishlist :)
(bags can be find here)

I Hate Sunday Evening

Gröna Lund / Cinema / Brunch / Second Hand Shopping.. why does it have to end ??