Dear readers (if there is any left..)
sorry for not posting , not much is happening in my own life, but i am fully preoccupied.
No less than 4 people i know are in the hospital, for heavy reasons.
One of them is my close friend's mom, who was in coma, and it made me deeply sad and worried.
She's now slowly waking up, and it feels so great !!
but it also feels like it's only fair, and logical, that she was supposed to wake up and feel better, as she's someone i know and love.. you know the way bad things can only happen to people you don't know, but just CAN'T happen to your people..
But then it happend.
One of my closest friend, in the middle of nothing, fainted last weekend, and woke up completely paralyzed.
So there it came, the feeling that it's not possible, and it's just a bad incident, and that after just a few tiresome days in an hospital bed she would wake up and go back to her life as it was, with only a crazy story to tell..
But she didn't, she's still paralyzed; for a week now. (She just had a baby last June, who's at her grand parents' place).
The only thing she can move is her eyes. She communicates with them by blinking on an alphabet board. and the only thing she says is "euthanasia".
Now it's another feeling, an awful chock, a huge disgust sensation.
Life suprised everybody in the most revolting, nauseous way.
And they say "Life goes on.." but does it ???????!