Sunday, October 25, 2009

Pretending it Never Happend


Dear readers (if there is any left..)
sorry for not posting , not much is happening in my own life, but i am fully preoccupied.
No less than 4 people i know are in the hospital, for heavy reasons.
One of them is my close friend's mom, who was in coma, and it made me deeply sad and worried.
She's now slowly waking up, and it feels so great !!
but it also feels like it's only fair, and logical, that she was supposed to wake up and feel better, as she's someone i know and love.. you know the way bad things can only happen to people you don't know, but just CAN'T happen to your people..
But then it happend.
One of my closest friend, in the middle of nothing, fainted last weekend, and woke up completely paralyzed.
So there it came, the feeling that it's not possible, and it's just a bad incident, and that after just a few tiresome days in an hospital bed she would wake up and go back to her life as it was, with only a crazy story to tell..
But she didn't, she's still paralyzed; for a week now. (She just had a baby last June, who's at her grand parents' place).
The only thing she can move is her eyes. She communicates with them by blinking on an alphabet board. and the only thing she says is "euthanasia".

Now it's another feeling, an awful chock, a huge disgust sensation.
Life suprised everybody in the most revolting, nauseous way.

And they say "Life goes on.." but does it ???????!


Camilla said...

This is awful! I am so sorry to hear about this :( Truly hope everything will be okay...

notebookdoodles said...

i'm so sorry :(
life does goes on.. but it might take some time.

Polly said...

dear alice :(
it's so terrible.
I will post you a letter <3

Ewa said...

I hope everything will be ok again for your friends soon

Siân said...

I'm so sorry to hear that, it's so unlucky. Life can be so horrible... I will be thinking of and hoping for them.

famapa said...

oh alice, I'm so sorry! life is so unpredictable which is why it's important to enjoy every tiny little moment of it and not take it for granted. I hope your friends get well soon. xx

laura said...

i'm so sorry to hear it :( life is full of ups and downs, agree with notebookdoodles, life does goes on but it might take sometime. and i always believe that everything happens for a reason, so be strong, it is easy to say but i really hope everything will be ok. *big hugs*

alice said...

I am so sorry to hear this has happened to your friends, I am wishing hard for good outcomes for them.

Olga said...

Sending good thoughts your way. Hope things get better soon.


yawning fawn said...

Oh my,
it really saddens me to read this.
I can't even imagine how you must be feeling inside but know that you are so strong for powering through your days.
I wish you all the best with any news.
It must be heart wrenching to have someone repeat the word "euthanasia" when referring to their own life.
*big hug*

Estellee said...

Oh je suis tellement désolée.
Je n'ai pas compris tout le texte faute a mon médiocre anglais.
Mais malgré tout, j'ai compris l'essentiel.
Je viens de découvrir ton blog, et le deuxieme article sur lequel je tombe est celui-la.
Sur cess petites paroles, je te dis bonnes chances .
De bises♥


Michelle said...

hopefully your friends get better dear alice! My grandfather passed away last month & then a series of other bad things followed. it takes awhile, but slowly things improve.
positive thoughts going your way x

Maria said...

Oh no:((( I'm so sorry to hear about this Alice! Also here two young persons died just recently in accidents, one week after the other. I didn't know them but many of my friends did. It's so shocking and makes you think on how life can change in one second..

asphaltandair said...

My heart is saddened by this tragic story.
I am sending you great big hugs across the miles! Life is indeed unpredictable and sometimes cruel.
Wishing you strength and hope.

lea said...

so sorry to hear what happened to your friends! how awful. must be hard to cope with all these tragedies happening to people who are dear to you. hope they will get better soon!

Cellar Door said...

I am so sorry to hear of all this. Truly. I know that feeling, the one you describe, and it sucks. Keep going and keep hoping. Nothing is for ever, things will change and change again, for the better sooner or later.