This year i celebrated Midsommar with my boyfriend and his friends, having a very traditional swedish meal, sitting on a big rock, at sunset, facing the archipelago. and if you forget about the meatballs, potatoes, sill, and gräddfil.. you can actually have a good time :)
My friend Emilie passed away. at first i thought i wouldn't write about it, and as a well educated person i would just stay silent and "appropriate" about it. but fuck i am so sad, and so angry at life. she was only 27, just got married and had a baby. she was finally happy after times of darkness. she was so kind, so very kind. so inspired and inspiring. she was a whole world, a whole universe of songs and colours ! i naively hope she swims in a ocean of colours, that her soul blows out in thousands and thousands of drops, in a big mess of LSD, where everything is beautiful, and crazy. where everything is warm. where everyhting is love.